Thanks for These Years . . .

sudah lama nggak ngblog dan yang ingin saia lakukan sekarang adalah curhat . .


sudah mengulang tanggal 7 lagi..
jadi gundah gulana deh..
pengen bgt-bgt-bgt pergi k sby..:'(
pengen nyamperin rumahnya..
ngasih sesuatu sambil ngungkapin how thankful I am to have him in my life..
how precious all memories we had all these years..
and how glad I am to know that we still stand for each other..

kadang sedih aja gtu kalo temen" ngejekin n sok" masang"in sma siapapun..
somehow saia ngerasa miris..
apalagi belakangan ini mereka sering kumat..

oiaa..
lupa deh ah..
belum ngucapin Happy 21st Birthday Boy..
pengen majang poto yg kemaren saia kirim ke yand sebener e..
tp kabel data saia lg ilang..*gajadidee*

back to the topic..
saia berharap banyak sebenernya dgn anniv kali ini..
yg utama sih lbh dewasa..
sikap, cara pikir, dan juga hati..

semoga this anniv membuat kita lebih bisa mengerti..

L♥Ve U Yand..


au revoir . .

risha♥

ARGH, GILA BETE MENJELANG UTS . . .

brasa gimana gitu de mau UTS..

jadwal UTS saia..

 

• 251010 08.00 K-203 Statistika B
• 251010 13.00 K-303 Filsafat B
• 261010 08.00 K-202 Psikologi Umum A
• 271010 08.00 K-202 Pend. Agama Islam B
• 281010 10.10 K-203/K-206 Pend. Pancasila B
• 021110 13.00 K-303 Bhs. Inggris
• 031110 13.00 K-203 Psikologi Perkembangan Anak B
• 041110 10.00 K-203/K-206 Kewarganegaraan B

 

hell yeah!!

thanks buat pak heri yg berbaik hati memberikan UTS take-home . .

paling g’ ga msti mikir buat ngrjain soal” skak-mattttee’~

cuma harus bkin essay spanjang 2 halaman yg menjawab pertanyaan

1. Apakah filsafat hidupmu??
2. Apakah filsafatmu tentang Tuhan??

 

baiklah.. saia blum ngrjain itu, so gudbye now pals..

see u soon . .

 

au revoir . .

risha ♥

hmhmhm...

hmhm...

ap y..

aq masih bingung hrs gmn..

smua g smstinya jd gni..

brp kali??

hrs brp kali lg??

aq capek..

tapi aq g mw all the things getting worse..

it's already that bad..

i feel suffocated already..

ada yg hrs d slesaikan..

tapi hrs gmn lg??

aq terlalu capek untuk mikirin smua yg rasanya makin g penting  ini..

Collapsed

long time..
I'm not in the mood..
yesterday when I opened my room door I felt dizzy..
it's hurt a lot since after I closed my door, I collapsed..
not a big deal..
I know why was that happen..
too many thought n things to fix..
when I opened my eyes, I felt my eyes wet with tears..
as I realized what's wrong I cried more..
I want to fix it..
It's such a lame..
I passed these stupid conditions sometimes ago..
it's really not that hard..
but..
I felt it again..
the ache on my heart..
trembling on my fingers..
get choked on my throat..
every time I face this..
it's evolve n I cried again..
I want to stop it..
I want to run from it..
but if that means I have to leave,
no, I won't do that..
I can't do that..
I don't want to..
again and again..
I'll enjoy the pain..
even if it brings me to hell..

JOGJA i'm comin'~

WEW. .
long time no see~

setelah kerja keras tes" di mana" . .
pada akhirnya saia akan melanjutkan studi di JOGJAKARTA . .
saia keterima di fakultas psikologi UGM-2010 lewat UTUL a.k.a. Ujian TULis-nya UGM. .
doain saia sukses ya . .
sebenarnya saia masih menggantungkan harapan buat masuk FK unair sii . .
tapi i'm positively g bakal bisa ikut SNMPTN 2010 taun ini . .
gara"nya tes TOEFL-LIKE-nya UGM tuh waktunya barengan gt. .
sediih beut sbenernya . .
tapi apalah daya hamba . .
saia coba lagi taun depan ajalah . .
PASTI BISA!

wakakakakk . . .

bonjour . .

lama nian ternyata saia nte posting nyak?

soale skrg" ni dah dkt ma uan sii . .
buka fb aj jarang . .
aplg klo hrus posting . .
saiia lg cape' blajar nii, mkanya mampir bntar bwt posting g JS ini . .

oio . .
doain saiia yuph?
22 maret ini tuh sudah UAN gtu . .
smoga saia bsa lulus dgn nilai yg memuaskan brg smua tmn" satu angkatan saya . .smangat tman" fight!
kalo bisa sii smua anak indonesia bisa lulus UAN . .
amin ya Allah . .

btw . .
after that, about two weeks later, i'll go to surabaya to get the written test (sma kyk paper based test gtu kh y??
itu jg klo msk sleksi adminnya . .
plis GOD . .
U're the Only One I'm begging to . .
Plis give me this chance . .
U know how much I need this ya Allah . .

before that, there it is . .
the PROM NITE !
but damn . .
maybe I'll prepare nothing for this even . .
maybe . .

POKOKNYA . .
Plis,plis,plis,plis . . .x100k
I just want to graduate with all my friend . .
and step in the Medical faculty of Airlangga University . .
Amin ya Allah . .

bloody hell (dgn brithis accent yg kental~) . .

dalam keadaan yg tidak baik ngerjain TO 3 . .